Not much more to say. This would have been Kev’s birthday. We would have started celebrating days ago when he planned out exactly what he wanted. The kids would have all been here. Family and friends, helping us enjoy the day. Enjoyment for Kevin, work for me. What I wouldn’t give to be complaining about how much work it was.
Today’s reality was it was an easy day for me work-wise, but one filled with silent tears. Great memories, but memories that are overshadowed by heartache and sadness. Maybe one day I will be able to wake up on the 28th of August and not feel the sorrow, but that day isn’t here yet. So for today it is Happy Birthday thoughts and wishes for a man whose melody continues on in the great cosmos as stardust, magical beautiful stardust.