Sadness is with me while I sleep


Last night I had a dream.  Rarely do I remember much from my sleep, but when I woke up this morning I remembered my dream.  Kevin was in my dream.  We were embracing and he kissed my cheek.  He didn’t say anything, he just held me.

That’s all I remember from my dream.

That’s all I need to remember.

This is the first time I have dreamt about him since his death. I have been so worried that I wouldn’t be able to remember, to see him in my mind, and then I have this dream.  While I slept and in my dreams he was with me.  When I woke up, I did feel like he had held me again for that five minutes that I so desperately need.

Up to now I have gone to bed knowing that sadness will be with me while I sleep.  Going to bed is difficult, all I can hope is that my dreams are kind to me every now and then.

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