So the days pass, they go by and I can’t really say how we filled them. I have been told that it is early days for us yet. It has been three weeks since we first got the news. We are both in shock and still trying to process what has happened.
Right now every day when we wake up, we lay perfectly still and pretend, just for a few minutes, that it is just another day, and that everything is as it should be. Even though reality sets in, it still is nice to have that few minutes of time to be normal. In those couple of minutes we talk about things we want to do, where we want to go and what we’ll do when we get there. I don’t know if that means we are in denial, but it doesn’t matter, because for a few minutes we have an escape from the day ahead.